okay, short and sweet post.
i was out almost the entire day.
i took some crappy passport size photo
and i look like a fucking retard.
make up wasnt heavy, idiotic look and
super messy hair. weather was fucking hot
that i melted.


i got what i need and im broke overnight.

vans shoes ... checked!
jeans ... checked!
tops ... checked!
bag ... checked!
sk ll ... checked!
plaster ... checked!
lunch with the boys ... checked!
pay bills ... checked!
add amount to the fare card ... checked!

all of these turned me broke in just one day.
grrrr. i need finance management -.-
i suck at saving money andddddddd
its killing me.


on AM shift tomorrow morning, god bless me please.
am catching the first train for the first time,
hopefully it will get me to the hospital on time.
im very tired and very very exhausted.
i need to sleep.


and oh, i hope bby could make it this Tuesday.
he said he wanted to take care of me cause
im gonna due for surgery this Monday ((:
even if bby cant make it, i totally understand.
but fuckkkkkk archery training. knnccb.


and i think i saw HQ today.
i think thats her.
and oh ya, J talked to me in msn last night
after 6235443124325435634 days of not talking to me.
sigh, back to square one.


to J,

i think you shouldnt harbour any hopes
for HQ, i saw her with another guy
which i totally believe that he IS
her boyfriend (: (thake that you sucker!)


i miss J. ):
i miss bby more. haha!

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