so many things in my brain these days.
and im totally wrecked. ive been like losing track
of my days, time and the stuffs that happened yesterday.
perhaps im getting old already. geee, fuck it.


work has been making me really occupied.
so yayness to many moolahs this coming 10th!
apart from the emo shits i faced mostly when the moon
comes out, im doing great. very fine indeed, thank you. (:


and today, my results came out. a little disappointed
cause it wasnt what i expected. i didnt expect to get like
straight A's/perfect four GPA. i was like hoping to get
something like 1.8 or two. but i didnt even hit 1.8.
so i was like a little disappointed. no room for regrets cause
its all over now. nothing can be done. i checked my results
this morning and ive been pondering about a zillion things ever
since then.


went to work as normal. kept myself busy as i wont think about it.
im so not into adulthood just yet. really. its like too fast for me.
so i ponder about what im gonna do next, thinking about life,
and just add in the usual 'what-ifs'. it gives me jitters.


so i texted dyy about the job she got me. telling her my results
wasnt that good and all. so yea. pending. ive yet to make a decision.
thinking about it, ive been on earth for almost twenty one years.
geee. that long? and im starting to feel the impact. gaaaaah!