slept at four this morning.
still feeling a little tired right now.
woke up in time in order not to miss
my jon and kate plus eight episodes. LOL.

im hooked!


i realised ive not much friends.
even if i do. its only like a couple.
most of the time, i felt as thou im a loner.
cause, most of my friends, or should i say
the friends i hang out with (not talking the occasionally ones)
are attached. the only friend i can rely on is,
my brother. hes my bestfriend, my listener
and everything. but he told me in order to
make my life easier to move on, is to spend time
with my friends. then i realised ,


"what friends? i dont have any"


i do la, but as i said, they have their
cirle of friends. im not the type that has many
zillion friends cause i sucks at remembering names.
people do come and go. people tend to forget people.
i dont blame them cause we are all humans.
thats how humans works i guess.


and theres huge differences between the single
and the attached. the single tends to feel left out
cause the attached will always have their partners
despite any shit. and the sad part, im always the
single. D:


sometimes, maybe most times or should i say,
i think im better off on my own.



to brother :

congrats on getting accepted for laselle.
do us proud. cause mommy and pops lost
their hopes in me.

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